New day in a New Year!

I took my kids to lunch today, and wrote my first check for 2006. I was impressed that I didn't write 2005 and have to cross it out, I hope I'm not the only one who does that. So the kids' egg donor came and got them a little bit ago, I miss them already. I look forward to them coming home in 2 days, unless something more important comes up for the ex, and then I will get them back sooner. This happens about half of the time that she has them, so I keep my fingers crossed.

I don't believe that I have shared my latest story about her, so here we go. I sent her an e-mail on Saturday, she sent me one back with some comments and questions. So I sat here and wrote one of those long e-mails, answer all your questions, respond to all your comments, and then some. I talked to her when she called the kids that night, and asked her if she had read the e-mails I had sent her, and asked her to please read them if she got a chance, and get back to me. After getting no return mail, I called her the next afternoon to see why she had not replied. She "had not been around a computer since yesterday morning".....Oops lied about that part. I know that she is a liar, so I give her the opportunity to try again, so you haven't been around a computer at all? "well I have been around one, but I haven't checked my e-mail" so that is what you are going to stick with? "well no, I did check my mail, but was around too many people to respond to yours". So with three chances she can actually come close to telling the truth. Now imagine, this is how it is all the time with her. This is not a life or death question, we are separated with divorce pending, really nothing left to lose, and she still can't tell me the truth. So I have been waiting three days for an e-mail back with answers to my questions, she has posted several times to her blog, but doesn't have time to get back to me. Am I bitter? Hell yes I'm bitter, I hate giving 100 percent, and getting nothing in return. I need to quit giving. Oh well, like she says, don't expect anything from her, and you won't be disappointed.

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